The planets are aligned and I feel maligned

Bright lights, big city..okay okay small city. But who's asking?

All my astrological "stuff" says I'm due for a big romance. To meet that fabulous one. He's going to come down from the heavens and finally prove that there is someone as kookie and nuts as me. Or at least find my kookie and eccentric sweet self absolutely irresistible lol

Then I got to thinking as I am apt to do on occasion. How the hell is this man going to find me? The only times I go out are to work, to the grocery, or to the park with the kids. Well I only worked one day last week. The weather dictates no trips to the park. Okay yeh I went to the grocery this week but I got a lift there by my Mother! FFS!!! Who the hell is going to approach this funky 40(ish) yr old when she's with her Mommy?

I know, I know you're thinking I have only got myself to blame. You're right. But you know I have zero desire to start hanging out in bars. Although I did take myself out for coffee this week. It turned out to be a futile exercise. Only making me feel more isolated from the rest of the world. There are actually a couple of cool, eccentric little coffee shops in the city. That I could happily go to alone. I travelled the world just me myself and I. So it's not a new concept.

You see I just get this massive attack of self deprecation and tell myself why bother.

Off home I go to kids, my own coffee and my trusty p.c. All of which I adore of course.