hypocrisy

I am sickened by the people who manage to turn the tables on you. Your integrity is whole, they manage to turn around their screwed up ideology to make you look like the bad guy. Why do people have to see exactness as being bitchy or rude. I play by the book and when I am given a direction by a higher up I will not sway from that unless I am told to by a person in management.

I'm gonna worry myself sick over this ridiculous bit of pettiness that is nothing to do with me. Other than that I have procedures to follow and am not willing to risk my job by deviating from them, just to please someone with delusions of grandeur.

At peace...........

"Therefore you must always keep in mind that a path is only a path; if you feel you should not follow it, you must not stay with it under any conditions....

Does this path have a heart? If it does, the path is good; if it doesn't, it is of no use. Both paths lead nowhere; but one has a heart, the other doesn't. One makes for a joyful journey; as long as you follow it, you are one with it. The other will make you curse your life. One makes you strong; the other weakens you."

Don Juan

so what

It's as though we're in a competition to see who can blog the most. As if that makes a blog better and more interesting.

I can't believe today is over. I should be in bed. But I'm still racing forward as though I have a huge amount of things I need to get done before the weekend is out.

I so wish I could talk about work on here. That would make for some interesting reading and I'm sure many would be able to empathise with my situation. Alas I have read about too many people who have been fired for doing so. And seeing that it's a huge conglomerate that I work for I shall stay schtum. Let's just say, it's very difficult to unwind after a week of the stress and being made to feel inadequate.

new

Feel like I need a place to write. A place to be alone. I feel so observed at my other blogs. People have become too involved in who I am. So that now I can't seem to relax into myself when I'm blogging there. Seems silly I know.

Let's see how this one goes. Hopefully it will be a cathartic experience and anyone who falls over this place will feel blessed for having done so. The one thing I am not looking for is a therapist!